The time that has passed...

The past year has been one of my best and worse... there has been a lot of growing and coming to terms with what it is that we call life. Perhaps now I can start to return to where it was I had been while still moving on to where it is I am going. Some where along the way I lost little bit of myself and I really would like them back. Though at the same times, there so much to move on to or just get passed by - which has happened too much in this lady's life.

With the birth of my 3rd, I feel as though not was he the only thing born, but rather I was - we were. I was reborn... It seems like it has taken longer though - his birth took moments: Moments till he was in my arms, my very hands. My (re)birth has taken longer, it has taken the sleep lacking nights, headackes, and tears. It has taken the picuters of myself, and others to see where I have been, I am now, and where I am going. It has taken so much it is hard to remember just when I realized it was happening.

Over times I hopes this blog will open up, bloom, expand into the new life I feel inside me... the new life I am.

A Start

Where is it that one starts when they are writing their first blog post? Oddly a topic is seemly rather untouched online. This though I guess is it is a small feat since so many people seems to have overcome it. Spite this small feat, I think I have looking a blank screen for over half a year now. I have always been told that the best place to start is at the beginning, but that seems like such an abstract concepts when to come to something like life. That in essences IS what this blog is about, life or well parts of my life. I could at this time go and write out a list of what it is that I think I might write about or what it is that I am currently working on, though I think that really seems a little pointless. I really do want this blog to be very open as to the topics I cover. I do not want to feel restricted by a mold, concept, or plan. I mean, life is abstract, and I want this is reflect that. I hope it will. Though, were does that leave me in writing my post? Right here…

Perhaps it is best to jump in with both feet.

P.S.: Feel free to comment… but let us be mature and free of drama, intolerance, and ignorance.