The past year has been one of my best and worse... there has been a lot of growing and coming to terms with what it is that we call life. Perhaps now I can start to return to where it was I had been while still moving on to where it is I am going. Some where along the way I lost little bit of myself and I really would like them back. Though at the same times, there so much to move on to or just get passed by - which has happened too much in this lady's life.
With the birth of my 3rd, I feel as though not was he the only thing born, but rather I was - we were. I was reborn... It seems like it has taken longer though - his birth took moments: Moments till he was in my arms, my very hands. My (re)birth has taken longer, it has taken the sleep lacking nights, headackes, and tears. It has taken the picuters of myself, and others to see where I have been, I am now, and where I am going. It has taken so much it is hard to remember just when I realized it was happening.
Over times I hopes this blog will open up, bloom, expand into the new life I feel inside me... the new life I am.
I am but only I
- Angil
- United States
- I am a full time youthminder to my three gifts from The Divine, Mr. Monster, Missy Miko, Mr. Squish, who I chose to tend to with love, and respect (For more then lone fact that they are humans, but personally and individually to whom they are and choose to be). I have chosen a mate and he makes my being biss, My Ninis. Honestly, a simple woman trying to understand her place in the universe and live in harmony with it.
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